How To Eat To Live, Not to Die: Simple Scientific Approach To Foods that Prevent and Reverse Disease for Longer Life

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I was just ‘existing’. Probably feeling worthless and feeling entitled to whichever woman (or women) suited my fancy that night. Sherry: the message here is when a door slams shut, a window opens somewhere. If you don’t give up, you’ll most likely find it or it will find you. All of my family had moved away, and now the ones that stayed in touch with me are dead. I feel like everybody leaves me so there must be something wrong with me.

Now, I think that we can’t KNOW (as opposed to believing) what exactly happens after death, or even whether there is anything at all after death. If there isn’t, then dying doesn’t end your suffering, because you wouldn’t be conscious to know that you were no longer suffering, so all your life experience would still have been of suffering.I think I’ve been depressed most of my life, so finding my way here all these years later I guess was sort of inevitable. I take no comfort from finding others here as well – and so many. Anyway let’s get it today July 13, 2023 I have now been so depressed the worst I’ve ever been in my entire life where I can’t even get out of bed I’ve always been able to pull myself up I don’t even wanna go outside the only thing I do do is work, I have always been a worker people always said that I was a workaholic I’ve always worked in the bars caring 2 to 3 jobs at a time especially when I had my daughter I was a single mom and I wanted to give her everything we’re poor you know but I was financially stable with my jobs and able to give my daughter a nice little life growing up now she’s 19 I had my depression from her for so long and now she seen the worst of it and she doesn’t understand it she knows how my mom was cause she was around but this time is different I wanna give up it’s too hard life is too expensive I only have one job now because I lost my other job same people that I work for they had two bars and the one I made the money yet I’ve always been known as like the best bartender the fastest everyone says so but I’ve never been good at accepting compliments but we’ve been told I’m so beautiful and even now at my age I don’t see it but what I do see I don’t like For decades I didn’t even know he had been abused sexually. The physical, verbal and emotional abuse I knew about; we both received daily doses of all that. The sexual abuse floored me. It shouldn’t have, yet there it was from the mouth of one of my own abusers.

But if our problems are (as mine frequently are) to do with delusional beliefs such as ‘I am evil and do not deserve to breathe,’ or, ‘I do not deserve to experience the beauty of seeing this sunrise’ or similar, then simply being aware of our physical sensations isn’t enough. Questioning ourselves –‘Is my belief that I am supposed to be miserable really rational? Why do I believe this?’ is sometimes much more to the point. Sherry.. you say you don’t understand why others are keeping you alive against their will? No one – besides yourself – can keep you alive against your will.In any case, I hope you will get help. Even if you don’t want to take action to end your life, the important thing is that you’re hurting or otherwise unhappy. There are many things you can try to feel better, heal, and like being alive.